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sooooo wish I could say I diddnt want to eat, and that I never get hungry. All I ever do is fight my piggish apatite and right now I'm loosing the game big time. I've gained a lot recently due to giving up severe restricting and abusing laxatives etc. How I wish I haddnt tried to be "healthy", I feel like an ugly FAT disgusting PIG, very very angry with myself. Whilst people were complimenting me for loosing weight, they will no doubt glory in telling me I've now gained it all back. Hating myself right now and into the bargain I'm battling depression due to loosing my Dad three weeks ago.xx
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