First off, some brief background on me...I'm a 25 year old male that has been suffering from severe life long depression, anxiety/social anxiety and am extremely introverted. I have yet to even have any kind of relationship with a girl. Anyways, for the past two months or so, I have been talking to someone that I met through PC. She is someone that I have become comfortable talking to and I enjoy talking to her. I have noticed that I have started becoming attached to her. We are in completely different time zones and I know she is often busy but I sometimes get anxious, nervous, or paranoid when she doesn't respond. I also feel like I am often a bother/annoyance/burden and sometimes think it might be better if I just stop bothering and messaging her especially with me feeling like a completely "broken thing" and with the thought of who would want to actually talk to me. I can be realistic and know that nothing will ever come of this between her and me especially with her living in a completely different country but yet here I still feel like this. She is literally really the only person I speak to besides my T. She tells me that she has a new boyfriend and I don't know how to feel. Of course I tell her I hope he treats her well and I want her to be happy. I do want that for her myself but my attachment is causing me to feel a bit of despair and resentment. God I hate this. What should I do?