Evening couch. Well, no cleaning today (what's new). I slept in till 30 minutes before I had to leave for work (and I didn't have to leave until 2:30pm). I went to work and was fine. I was hungry after work, so I went to my favorite restaurant for a bite to eat. Then came home and am exhausted and feel like sleeping again. What is wrong with me?!? Why am I sleeping so much?!? Why can't I finish a task that needs completed?!? Maybe it has to do with having not taken the meds I still take pills for in about 3 or 3.5 weeks. Maybe it is catching up with me. I just can't remember to take them until it is too late, so I just choose not to. Maybe that is what pdoc meant last visit when he said I could not be trusted to take pills and needed to stay on the injection for the one medication. This is not the first time this has happened.

I want to be normal. Why do I self-sabatoge and not take my medication and end up feeling miserable? Guess it's something else to tackle in therapy. Dang, the list is getting long.