Thanks AllHeart, but there have been a few times lately (he never used to in the beginning) that he has responded to the first and ignored the last. if he hasn't responded by now, he isn't going to. I know that. Sad thing is he IS ATTACHED AT THE HIP to his phone... He has no children, and although it I possible, I am doubtful an emergency came up in the 15 minutes between his text and my response to him.

I don't understand but sure wish I had never confided being scared and then his ignoring me wouldn't hurt so bad because we had JUST talked about trying to feel emotions and accept them YESTERDAY! '

It was just a risk I really thought would be safe to take this time. For some reason, I didn't think he would do like the others. He even told me yesterday that he would never hurt me on purpose. But words mean nothing.... actions mean everything.