I am feeling really guilty right now for upsetting my h earlier. I know he loves me and he was really worried about me earlier when I was panicking and now I am sitting here afraid that he is going to get sick of me once and for all and leave. I am realizing a difficult truth that I have not really been fair to him recently and I need to figure out how to apologize and make it up to him. I hope I have not realized this too late.