I had to go back and read my first few posts because I couldn't remember, ha! It turns out I started when my youngest was 2 weeks old (just over a year and a half ago) and I was a postpartum jumbled chaotic mess. I was very newly and dangerously manic and I was terrified that my mania would turn into the psychotic mania I had experienced starting 1 year and 1/2 prior to this. I needed reassurance that my behavior didn't equate to insanity. Turns out it did, I did become psychotic. Then, I crashed just 4 weeks later and landed in the hospital. It was rough. Anyway, the feedback I received was wonderful and I am so grateful I joined. I love all of you!