Hi Lindsey. I dissociate to a degree. With the CSA. I remember only a little. But I DO NOT want to remember any more. I have been told dissociation is our minds way of protecting us when we just could not handle that something horrible was happening. I sometimes feel fragmented. Like a bunch of loosely held together pieces trying to be one. I think a puzzle is a good example. To ask "who am I", is a good question. Have you talked to T about this?