memories... ugh. the bane of my existence.
i've started trying not to care if they're real or not because as important as it is to me... in the bigger picture of healing... in all truth... it's in the past
now i just remember things and then if i don't believe it then i just accredit it to a different part and i'm like "well it was real to them so i'll trust that it happened to them even if i can't believe that it could've happened to me"