our host doesn't believe any of the bad things that happened actually happened or that any of the memories are real
i'm impartial about it and think it doesn't matter but our host wants to remember more things because she's convinced that if she keeps remembering things eventually one will show up that she'll believe (i think she knows it's real but isn't ready to face it... she really wants to though)
so with this one she was told about it and then to try and get everyone to believe she believed them she posted it on here (only place we could all think of... the courage of telling someone while completely anonymous)
so at the time of posting the triggering content was needed (to build internal trust) but now it's no longer needed
however i can't figure out how to edit my original post