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misslabarinth · Jun 07, 2015, 06:40 PM

I have extreme social anxiety phobia. mostly with men. because of traumatic experience. and when ever someone tries to talk to me or even looks over at me. putting there full attention on me. i feel like I'm being crushed and i end up getting severely anxious. can't sit still. sometimes i will even be afraid to move. for the most part I'm fine with girls but still a little hesitant. and when ever i do talk, my words are scrambled and i will hardly even know what I'm saying anymore. I like being the 'shadow' and being invisible. And for the most part i am great at it. I hate being the center of attention, i only have 2 or so friends, both girls. But i still hardly talk with them. when i was little i lived with my grandma along with my 2 brothers. because of family issues. and my grandma had told me that i was so nervous around people that when ever my uncle or whoever even my own family would look at me. i would throw my food down on the floor and refuse to eat unless no one was watching me. i still have sever social anxiety even though i am 14 and i was like 5 or 4 when the food accident happened my social anxiety seems to be getting worse. i need help badly. but i don't know what to do. ~ MissLabarinth