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dalila said:
Why can't I trust?
You prove yourself
Over and over
But still I fear to trust.
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I'm assuming you learned by hard experience not to trust. Emotions get attached to memories of experience to indicate importance. If emotions were easily erased then they would be of no value. It's not surprising that learning to trust again requires testing to see if you can replace bad memories with good ones. It takes time for you to experience some good ones (with T) to replace the bad ones.