I am going through the same thing! I am so glad I found this thread.....cause I'm about to lose my mind. I was diagnosed with PMDD over a year ago and take at least 2 antidepressants and still find myself randomly crying and having episodes. I have NEVER been suicidal or have had thoughts, but have been very close the last two menstrual cycles I've had and I have to take my medications throughout the month. I am trying to figure out where the admin moved this thread to though. I have found it very difficult to find a forum for PMDD.