how funny it is that i forget about this post all the time and then enter the forum and see it and remember.

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KathyM said:

Follow your dream. Don't give up, and don't settle for the next best thing.

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ho well , i really am not as desperate as to run after the first am i see. as i siad, i feel sort of careless about it.
i also can`t imagine myself a mother.
don`t know.
in our family i am always in my room doing one of the htings meitoned in the first post above. i don`t talk a lot ot my parets or grandparetns. i don`t do much in the house. and sometiems i aks myself if i feel so careless..( idon`t have many fiends too again i don`t feel as if it botheres me)

i wonder what kind of a mother and wife i can be....

Kathy, thanks for sharying your story.