I have struggled with Bulimia since I was 14 years old and now am 22. It actually got to the point that I almost died so I was sent to Center for Change a few years ago. I have had my ups and downs with it, but the past two weeks I have struggled tremendously. I take laxatives daily, eat about one meal a day and when I do I purge it.. I just feel so sick all the time and weak.. I want help from a Dietician and am looking into services but I can't afford one because my Medicaid doesnt cover it and I cant afford 45 dollar sessions weekly or even every other week right now in fact. I dont know what Im going to do.. I am spiraling down again with the thoughts and over exercising.. I am just worried i am going to continue on again to the point where I will end up 6 feet under.. How do any of you combat your ed thoughts/urges?