And that's exactly what happened. This guy found me (was a mutual friend of other friends, I had known him for years, but he started to want to hang out and the end of last year), he made me feel special for a few months, gave me the support and encouragement I needed, made me feel wanted, and now he's gone. He's been blowing me off for two months and I don't know why. So now I'm back to feeling even worse than before I starting hanging out with him.

Yea, I've heard that if you don't love yourself no one else will, but like you said, no one feels good all by themselves. Humans are wired to need other people. I just need to figure out how to not put all my self worth into one person.