<font color="#000088">I've found that all my emotions turn to anger,instead of being what they should be. Because when I was a child,I was not allowed to show sadness,and cry,or show fear,or any type of weakness of anykind. But my Mom taught me that violence was the answer to everything,if I was stronger,and could beat my opponent in battle,even just over a simple arguement. That meant,I was right,and they were wrong,and they had to crawl up to me,and beg for my forgiveness. My brothers were taught and raised the same way. We had to fight eachother physically, over arguements to determine who was right or wrong! I know inside that it wasn't right,but I was a child,I had to defend myself. I sure became a great fighter physically,when I grew up,but I also still carry so much anger with me,and don't know how to express the proper emotions,because I was never taught. Except for my Dad taught me how to Love. But the rest is just turned to anger automatically. </font>