No, you weren't too harsh. I think it's the harsh reality I've finally admitted to myself that the people I thought were my friends for the past 10 years really aren't. But it's scary at my age to have to start all over again. I do have two good friends I can count on for anything, but they're both married and very busy, so I don't get to see or talk to them very often. I miss having people to go out and have fun with, but I also want to be around people who aren't going to judge me or blow me off just because I'm not behaving the way they want.