I'm sorry about chat earlier,.....I'm sorry selfy, I'm sorry I left. I'm sorry me. I'm so sad right now. I don't know what forum this should be in, its a general mental topic, so mabye general...i dunno. I'm very much on the edge right now....Its not a good thing. I'm to a point I don't know if I"m even real, I touch my self thinking I won't feel it, in the end its very real, I woke up screaming, and I go asleep screaming neither in which are good. I'm so sorry world.....I'm lusting for happiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!