(((( Moonkin ))))))

Its so totally normal especially at your age to have raging hormones. If you're concerned that its an addiction, there is help out there for it, just like there is help for any other addiction. Try not to worry about things so far off in the future....thinking about someone you might marry and loose is putting all kinds of fear into you right now and its all fear of the future......I'm worried for you Moonkin.....are you seeing a therapist or anything for your depression?