I've been keeping in touch with my T through email but the past 2 weeks she's been very laxed in answering and always has an apology for not emailing...Anyways I told her that I would email her one more time and if she didn't respond, than I would no longer email her...She knows I'm going through a really hard time and said she would make sure she answered...Yesterday I sent her an email and once again she has not answered...

I asked her to please answer it because if she didn't it would break some trust between us...Right now I feel like I'm on an island and I'm sinking fast but yet I can't cry, I can't get angry...I am numb...FP