I first wonna say plz do not read this post if you are in therapy and it is doing good for you, and if you choose to anyway plz know I am not in anyway downing them, just loosing hope is all.



I've been wondering about this question since I began therapy 4 years ago, and that is do Therapists/Pdocs truly care/understand/ and most of all like there job? I am extremely wise in a way I see through problems and ppl like x-ray vision, sadly I never can fix the problems and am too scared to try to fix the ppl, so in a way I'm a therapist who's in therapy. I've been too 5 therapists, going on 6 and 2 Pdocs, all in which have left me, downed me, and most of all lost my respect. I want to be a psycologist someday so these questions are in need of answering but I find none can be honestly answered. I believe my self a therapist MUST dedacate themselves to the patient, just as a athelete dedicates themselves to their sport, team, and winning.

Its really hard for me to see them has dedicated (the ones I've seen), you'll know if you've read my posts that I had a horrible visit last week in which I tore the presscrition and ran from my Pdoc, i dont know what she thinks of me now, but before she was irriated and made me cry, my mother got hte prescription. This post is apparently full of rants, but I assure you im just so sad I'm looking cluelessly for answers....