Ok.

I have a hard time getting to the psych doc I was seeing, and because of this I missed three appointments. She closed my case without even a phone call. I totally understand why, since if I dont show she might not get paid.

I really really really need someone who I can relate to, someone who when I just cant leave the house due to stress I can call and have a telephone appointment with. Someone who understands while i try very hard I get very scared very easily and also have a tend to sabotage unconciously.

I would also love to find someone I can email. Its so much easier to write out than to say in person. Except I dont have a printer.

Does this type of psych doc exist? Or should I be looking for psychoanalysts or what?

I just want someone who understands I just CANT trust right away, but will still give me a swift kick in the *** when I need it.

So I guess I am asking for tolerance and flexibility. Is that too much to ask for someone looking for a good doc?