Rainbowzz,

Admitting that you might have a problem is a good place to start. Lots of people abuse drugs or alcohol to change how they feel. Changing is hard but it is possible. Have you talked to a Dr. about what treatment options might be available to help you deal with anxiety as well as with stopping, when you're ready, the ecstasy.

Good luck and feel free to post here as much as you want.

---splitimage