Like I said cuddling etc is a regular part of my therapy. But I've done that. ..pulled away roughly without saying anything. Pulled away and burst into tears. Pulled away and jammed my shoes back on and left. She is a therapist. She understands that you suffer from deep seated shame over your abuse and difficulty with understanding and accepting healthy love.
I think you are misinterpreting things. My bet would be that your T is overjoyed that you reached out for support and is probably concerned about what motivated you to.pull away