Okay so this is pretty much it. I go to the coffee shop three times a day because it gets me away from talking to the walls. I imagine the people there are my friends but they're required to be there because it's their job. However, without this outlet I would be alone all the time. The problem is I've never been a "joiner" I'm a solo act. I'm also a bit lazy and don't mind a few hours in my lazy boy chair. In the past I've tried random dating but found this exhausting and I found myself being a bit clingy when I found someone interesting. I know I'm sort of self defeating but this is the way it is. I guess I'm writing this to seek approval of this redundant lifestyle. It's lonely but I'm pretty comfortable on the fringe. Thanks and have a good day.