WOW keena! I read your entire post, and I enjoyed every word. It proves what I think of you, just by reading your "thinking aloud" post - you truly are unique. I've had very similar difficulties - never quite clicking with anybody. I'm definitely a lone wolf, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Sometimes, it does get a little saddening and/or depressing, but overall it's me. And I'm tired of trying to change myself just to fit others' perceptions of me. Either way - I might not know you, but I get where you're coming from, and I think that you are dealing with these situations in a very healthy way just by being yourself.