((((((((((((((winterose, gerber)))))))))))))))
Hey you two. I read your posts between each other. I can feel your loneliness, especiallly you gerber. Feeling alone and empty is a hard place to be and my heart goes out to you. When I read your posts I could feel the hollowness in my chest, a feeling which has become very familiar to me. I have many people around me, but the inner aloneness is something I still struggle with. I find writing my thoughts down to be a great comfort. This might sound corny, but connecting with nature is a wonderful healer. Just getting out and going for a walk (on the beach or in the bush,if possible) seems to really help me. Just try and take one step at a time in making small connections with others. Your T can help with this. I'm sorry your T is not there for you at the moment - that can be hard. Anyway, just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts.