Quote:
Originally Posted by falsememory7
WOW keena! I read your entire post, and I enjoyed every word. It proves what I think of you, just by reading your "thinking aloud" post - you truly are unique. I've had very similar difficulties - never quite clicking with anybody. I'm definitely a lone wolf, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Sometimes, it does get a little saddening and/or depressing, but overall it's me. And I'm tired of trying to change myself just to fit others' perceptions of me. Either way - I might not know you, but I get where you're coming from, and I think that you are dealing with these situations in a very healthy way just by being yourself.   |
Hey, thanks for reading and replying. I didn't really expect that many people would read the whole thing or decide to reply.
Idk, I feel like I'm trying to reconcile things in my mind, to finally be okay with who I am even though it's not exactly who I thought I'd be, saw myself as being, or even sometimes want to be. I think it feels worse to try and be something I'm not, to try and fit with people I just don't mesh with. Sometimes that's a lot of people.
Sometimes I wonder if I actually have AvPD...but that is a different post for a different day (and maybe a different part of the forum).