So, in the last few months I have been stumbling over some really nasty trauma which lead to an IP visit.

Normally when people in general ask me how I am .. "I am fine " I am typically only open and 100% honest with a few people.. I was just always raised to be a " I'm fine, thanks.....how are you? ( I am perfectly okay with this)

As I mentioned I have been having a really rough time emotionally and my physical pain has also been off the charts..

I have cried and whined and stomped about......

This week I have realized that I had stopped fighting to feel better. I took a good long soak in the hot tub of self pity.

So shame on me.. Time to take back my life... Horrific trauma in my past can't effect me now... I won't allow it It already stole unimaginable amounts of my life away. That's all it can have no more!

So anyone else pissed off and taking control back?