Yikes sorry. I was also the victim of emotional abuse and neglect... Probably what lead to the rape which lead to my brother... I get it. I had a car accident too. Or sort of. A friend of mine was run over... And I froze because she was screaming and that was suppose to be me sitting behind that desk I was late to replace you for your break... I was late and you fought for your life and I wouldn't of I would of given up I was ready to give up back then