molestation by mom and paternal grandma from birth to 3,
hospitalization for illness at 3
death of beloved grandmother at 3
at 4, social worker taught mom to restrain me against a wall until I told her she's the boss - took hours; no food, water, potty, anything until I said that. messed up boundaries totally.
traumatic move from city to desert (isolation) at 5
ongoing incestual rape from early age - 11 by dad
molestation by a gang of boys, and by a neighbor's dad sometime between 8-10
drugged rape of self and friends by neighbor at 12
constant domestic violence by all family members - physical fights
years of manipulation, emotional torment, degradation by family
a year of sexual, mental, emotional, and physical abuse by bf.