Thanks (((((((((Rap)))))))))))

It's nice that he cares about my wellbeing so much, but all I can think is that he's better to care about someone else's wellbeing - someone who actually matters. It's quite good that he eliminated the loopholes though, because knowing me I'd find some way to exploit them.

I really don't have any good coping mechanisms. When I don't SI, I drink, if I don't do that then I don't eat... and if it's bad enough, I'll do all of the above. Getting to be that way.

Ah well. Maybe T will actually help me this time around with this - I don't think he's fond of SI to talk about it ... I do need help though. I know it. <sighs>

Thanks