basicly i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder when i was 19. i have been in and out of psych units since then really ... *now being 21* i have worked in every possible way i can with my workers, hanging to the hope things may get better *yes i was kidding my little self*

im so sick and tired of all this bollox ... why cant anything in my life just be straight forward for once instead of complicated and twisted.

my heart shattered into tiny pieces
so helpless to myself ... im crying for help ....
but im giving up on myself more and more .... when do i say enough is enough?

help me someone please!