Since I'm frustrated with the entire system, have no pdoc, have a feeling getting a pdoc isn't going to be happening anytime in the near future, I've been thinking about just going off all my meds so I don't have to worry about all of the above anymore.

I've got myself down to 50mg of seroquel a night, 1mg of clonazepam a day. I just have to start on my lamictal. That one scares me the most. Last time I went off it the withdrawals were not fun. I tapered over a month span. I felt sick the entire time, but it wasn't totally bad until I got down to about 50mg. I was so dizzy I couldn't even walk. It was like I was drunk. All I could do was lay in bed and sleep.

That was before I had a child, so now laying in bed all day dizzy and sick won't be an option.

Have you ever contemplated going med free?

If you are already med free, how is that working out for you?

I'm just sick of all of this.