Correct me if I am wrong, but didn't you say you are pregnant by this other therapist? I don't know how you cannot be honest with your new therapist about who the father is and the circumstances that preceeded this pregnancy and why the pregnancy is probably particularly stressful for you and have your current therapy be terribly helpful for you. That's a lot of lying and covering up to keep straight in order to avoid the real issue. I do hope you can find a way to be honest with your current therapist. I know you don't want to report the offending therapist, but perhaps it is time to put yourself first rather than protecting the person who took advantage of you. You need to go into parenthood as strong and proactive as possible. You are in a difficult situation; I hope you can find a way to regain your own healthy control of your life.