Baby steps Rainbozz. And we'll help you take them....you're definitely not alone. I know when I first admitted I had a problem with alcohol, it was such a relief to know I wasn't alone. When I told my doctor....it was SUCH a relief not to lie anymore.

Good for you for reaching out here, keep posting!!! It helps us stay sober to help you, so if you're ever weary of posting, remember you're helping us....