I'm sorry she had to cancel your appointment. I know it is hard when we expect something and then don't get to follow through. I hope writing here helps you some. I know sometimes just venting can really help. I hope she gets you rescheduled really soon.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha