I saw something in another post the other day that made me wonder if you had had to go IP. Was concerned for you. I am really glad that you have fought your way through the struggle and darkness and are back to fighting the good fight. You are always such an inspiration to me to try and gain some fighting instincts and some control in this BP life. You are always so honest, straight forward, and give great advice. I appreciate you and I know I am not the only one!