I am somewhat afraid to reply to some of the other posts, I'm not sure what to say. Obviously I don't want to lie but I hate worrying people so I guess I say nothing. Even though any of those other people could just read this..meh. I don't make sense anymore...

Thank you much though, it is nice to know that someone out there cares. Feel free to PM me anytime if you need to, Perhaps it's hypocritical for me to give advice/support but I dont' care, I still will.