Funny you should mention this! I was thinking about it today. I have been losing my confidence in my ability to think clearly and focus on what has made me successful. But that success has come with a price - my mental stability, my relationships, and at some point, it will cost me my future. I fed off my being edgy. Hypomania gave me an advantage.

So today, I was trying to solve a complex finance problem today and couldn't get at it. Some of it was frustration in myself and I thought "get off the meds and it will be better". But I reeled myself back into reality and came to the conclusion that this won't go away on its own. I need *faith* and sometimes it is hard to find, especially when I struggle.

When all of this fails, I've always found that donuts will help.