To start, I have a long history of being an unforgivably stupid kid. I was the kind of girl people wanted to smack in the face for being so spoiled that I couldn't do the simplest thing without help.

Tonight, I and a coworker (L) were left to close up the place and I was determined to be useful and help out. Because of my stupidity, though, L ended up doing all the work. I did nothing.

I watched the clock closely so I was ready to pounce and do some of the easier stuff twenty minutes before closing. Turns out L did those things thirty minutes before closing. I grabbed the key for the front doors so I could lock up. Turns out L had her own key and, before I could move, she went and locked up the doors. I finally butted in to try to set the manual locks, only I couldn't get it, and L had to advise me how to maneuver the locks the right way.

I apologized for not doing more to help out, and she said it was okay, but I'm pretty sure it wasn't. She must have been really annoyed that she had to do everything herself. I'm sure she even started doing all these things so early because she expected to have to do them by herself, because I'm so useless.

Some days, I wish I could get fired or quit my job, and just stay home and read. It would be worth it if I never had to feel this stupid and worthless ever again.