I remember what it felt like when I was first diagnosed with BP too. I think it's kind of one of those things I won't necessarily forget that easily. "Education is the most powerful weapon with which you can use to change the World." were words spoken by a wise person. And I second that. So the fact that you are actively educating yourself will pay you dividends in the long run.

I'm sorry to hear that you haven't been doing well lately. Yeah snapping out of an episode where things seemed to be going well at the time is not nice.

Yes, I think you're right - this is a lifetime thing - and certainly there will be ups and downs along your journey.

I'm glad you're optimistic. This is something that we definitely can manage with support systems in place.

Keep us updated with how you go.