I remember you talking about your ending, your choice to end, I always wondered reading your story whether you were really ready, you had been seeing your T for a relatively short time, one and a half years, and I remember you saying how hard you found the ending at the time. Do you have the possibility of carrying on? Perhaps that would feel hard after all you have been through in ending. I know people do go back after ending. I don't have any answers about ending, I just see from reading people's stories on here how hard the endings often are. Maybe there are people who have had good endings that left them feeling settled who could say how they and their T did it?