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Good day Supanova. I'm sad and dismayed that you're feeling so darn awful. However, we actually have a great deal in common. I'm "into" horses and have been for over 42 years! Last year I worked as a volunteer in a holistic horse and pony. But we're not here to talk about that, unless you would like to. Like you I've been very depressed and in the past I've been hospitalised due to suicide attempts and /or overdoses. I'm also SI (or SH) so I know exactly where you're coming from. Sometimes it's very very tiring even to go upstairs or even leave the house at all due to depression, it strips all you're strength away and all you can do is stay hiding away in bed, your safe place maybe. I can understand easily regarding your partner not wanting you to go to hospital BUT, it's your call, if you feel you can cope then fair enough, though I don't think you're coping right now or you wouldn't be here.
We can support you for sure, so HUGS. Xx
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