I read your post and also wondered many times, Why do
people have to suffer from many mental illnesses. I still
don't know the answer, but I know the pain is very real. I
also know that the man above put us here for a very good
reason. The birth of a child is truly a miracle, and I hope
that you change your mind one day. This is me talking,
when I am also diagnosed with major depression. I cry,
many times and ask, when will it all go away. NO answer
yet,since the doctor's can't find the correct med's for me.
It's been like this for 6 years. I wish you well and please
take care.