Don't worry I'm not necessarily asking for a response.

I'm just venting that's all.

I am just going to say thank you mania.

[For those who have had mania, you can relate to what I really mean in above sentence].

I got caught up in all of my own vices, blindly, of course.

No this is not depression.

It's just a bit of hindsight after the whirlwind episode I had.