I think I miss the energy and creativity, but I forget the bad that inevitably cycles in. I hope someday I can find a balance between the out of control highs and the walking zombie feeling.
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And I miss the days of a life still permanent
Mourn the years before I got carried away
So now I'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself,
Hey, I wanna get better!
Bleachers - I Wanna Get Better
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