Is it just me thats not getting it? Or your ts. You wanted to switch to individual t with your MC. Your ts said no. Now youre trying to get single sessions, almost like a workaround. Its like theyre being parental and saying, oh no we see thru your trickery. I wouldnt play that game with them.

I personally dont think theres anything wrong with wishing your h was more like your mc. Where else are we going to learn how to be treated right? Thats what i feel my t has done. You feel you have a better rapport with mc than t. I wish they could see that their role is not to further deprive you, but to better serve their customer. I think thats what my t would do. Maybe you need to make it clear that yes you are saying erotic transference but you are NOT looking to jump anyones bones. I had to make sure my t understood that too.