(((((((((((((((((((Janniebug)))))))))))))))))))

This hurts my heart so much to hear how much you are going through right now. You are such a kind and caring person and I wish i had the power to just wave that wand over you and make everything okay. I'm glad you did share this letter with you're T ...

You said that you didn't want your disorder to rule your life, but for you to rule your disorder. So do it. Go for it. I know you can do it, you are so strong. No, its not going to be easy, but nothing ever worth accomplishing is. Try not to hang on to your "mistakes" ... try not to beat yourself up over them. No one is perfect, and mistakes happen for a reason ... everything happens for a reason. YOU are here for a reason. Fight this. I know you can do it.

Thinking of you,
Jacq