hi stefano - glad to hear you are feeling a little better. like meander said - congrats for making it through this one!

i know exactly how you feel about being born into this type of life. i don't want to have kids because i'm afraid of passing it on (depression runs in the family)

my parents tried for seven years to have a baby - and along i finally came. i have to wonder if i was in heaven all that time trying to talk God out of sending me!!!! but i guess he knows best.

hope you are able to find enjoyment in the coming days and months!!!!